Messy Fussy

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2011-09-23T02:30:00.002+08:00

messyfuzzy

MUGGING

2011-08-28T19:05:00.001+08:00

5 more days, I can do it!
Can't wait for holidays to be here, lots of quality time to be spent with dear ones :)

All things new

2011-08-14T04:06:00.002+08:00

Never try to hide. Live in light.

Though it's not easy...keep on keeping on

All i need is You

2011-07-20T22:46:00.002+08:00

Me with my fail DIY fringe-cut + Coco!

Never cross paths, ever again

2011-05-29T02:28:00.003+08:00

Came across something which left me speechless. Is there a need to be THAT harsh and offended, seriously? I was just concerned and (a little) afraid you would become who you were in the past. It was just an advice, what I truly feel. Who knew you would take it to heart and even "said" all those nasty things? Ok fine, maybe I really did and I will apologize for it. But you know what? Actually, there's no point anymore. It's time not to meddle into other people's affairs and mind my own business. Some just don't appreciate it. I've got better things to do anyway, goodnight xx

The. Last

2011-05-22T11:39:00.001+08:00

I feel like going somewhere new where nobody knows me and just, start afresh

But, I trust in Your plans for me

N e w

2011-05-16T19:07:00.001+08:00

It's gone, I'm moving on
You left way ahead of me, I'm catching up
Hope you're happy and doing well, I will too
Goodbye

Take a breather

2011-05-02T14:15:00.001+08:00

It's gonna get better.

I believe

magic carpet in another lane

2011-04-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Spent my sunday night at Haji Lane playing random card games. What a great way to end the week!

Skate then fall

2011-04-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

Tried Ice Skating for the first time and landed on my butt twice. The number of times I nearly fell? Uncountable. A big thank you to Val and Shing Rong for being my skating coach for the day. We left when I started to get a hang of it, argh! Maybe I will try it again, maybe.

(Last) Hong Kong trip

2011-03-30T17:53:00.002+08:00

Nice weather, great deals, awesome company.

What more to ask for?

Have a little faith

2011-03-25T22:37:00.002+08:00

March:

1. Went for Penang trip and it was fabulous! Tried watersports -banana boat, viper & parasailing for the first time. Had a bit too much of JW and vomitted (after 10 years).

2. Had a mini class gathering and it turned out quite good. Hopefully we will have a chalet in June!

3. Got back my sem2 results..it was ok i guess? Didn't do well for BC tho. A, A, C+

4. Bridesmaid for my cousin's wedding and got quite a bit of $$ blessing hehe

5. My dog has a new haircut and she looks more like a chi hua hua than yorkshire haa

6. Ups and downs, as usual. But things are good now~

7. Currently in HK. Eating and shopping like there's no tmr!

Are you?

2011-03-01T20:05:00.001+08:00

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

I need to be alone and think

2011-02-26T12:05:00.001+08:00

Not in the mood to study at all since it's a Saturday... Can't wait for the last expo service, it will be awesome! Exams in 4 days and getaway in 10, time please flyyyyyyyyyy! My birthday is nowhere near and I'm already thinking..... Whether to have a celebration or the Europe trip mmm

Getaway

2011-02-24T17:54:00.003+08:00

My trip is FINALLY confirmed. I will be heading to Penang from the 8th-11th March with 2 of my lovely girls! Beach and sun have never been my cup of tea but people change, don't they? I'm extremely excited! And it will be my first overseas trip without my parents. Time to go craaazzzzzzyyyyyy~

Today marks the last day of school and it means.....exams are nearer. Not looking forward to that AT ALL. Well, this few weeks have been....pretty good I think? Really need the trip to think over some stuffs and just relax. Oh, another 12 more days!

2011-02-15T14:50:00.004+08:00

Happiness, when will it stay for good? Standing at the cross junction, what's next? You can't be stuck forever. What do you really want? You have no idea either. Deep down, you just want to run away and pretend like everything's alright. But, for how long? It will come back to haunt you, sooner or later. You have countless, but they don't know you. Nobody knows, nobody. Only Him

Fear

2011-02-07T16:40:00.004+08:00

Had my first ever presentation of my life and it turned out alright. Well, I cant believe I wanted to give up.... Thank God for the angels He placed in my life. They were there, they encouraged me. AND I DID IT :) Can't say it was excellent but well, I did it and I'm really proud of myself.

GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME

He's the way

2011-01-27T20:02:00.003+08:00

i need someone to show me the way but no, I got to be independent.
Moreover, I got Him in me.

A treasure from Above

2011-01-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

He's becoming a big boy now and is indeed a blessing to all. A blessing in disguise, I would say. Anyhow, my 2 weeks holiday is coming to an end......time to come back to reality! That reminds me, i've got a presentation on the 31st. Ahhh Im believing it will turn out good, exceptionally good. CNY in less than 2 weeks and I'm really looking forward to it. Jan's coming to an end, I believe greater things are coming.

You're someone, I never wanna lose

2011-01-18T11:33:00.000+08:00

Koe came to visit me, the chicken pox girl after his school today. Watched telly, ate and fooled around the entire time, simple yet fun. :)

So real

2011-01-15T10:55:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA anywayz I'm determined to get all the pictures in my camera uploaded by today. They are all from 2010 btw, I have been procrastinating....A LOT. Won't be migrating to Hong Kong as my sister and I weren't keen on the idea, shall stay in SG and work towards my goal of being an accountant. On a happier happier note, my mom promised me a trip to London & Paris as my 18th birthday present! Could have gone to more places but my sister has only one week break. Oh wellllllll, next time! Very excited for the s h o p p i n g !!!!

And, hopefully my plan for March holidays will become reality!

Poxy roxy foxy

2011-01-11T17:48:00.002+08:00

What a way to start 2011.....On a brighter note, I've got one week break~

2011 is gonna be the best year yet

2010-12-31T01:59:00.005+08:00

2010 is coming to an end, all the good and bad times. Nevertheless, it has been a great year! Went to SIM and met a genuine and nice group of friends, went Rome (have been wanting to go there for years!), all the material blessings and all the wonderful people in my life.

I thank God for Him, always with me thru thick and thin, my best friend and comforter.
I thank God for my family, without them I won't be who I am now.
I thank God for Justin, bringing so much joy in my life, encouraging me and never once gave up on me.
I thank God for dearest Val, my best best friend, always being there for me, knowing everything but never once judge me.
I thank God for Jolene, giving me advices whenever I encounter problems and always being there for me even tho we are miles apart.
I thank God for W415, making my Friday and Saturday so special and fun-filled.
Lastly, thank God for all my friends who have impacted my life in one way or another.
I am blessed, so blessed.

Let's never stay in the past and look to the future, for greater things lie ahead.
Live in freedom and not have any hatred.
Cherish and treasure everyone around us.
Be happy everyday!

Hong Kong

2010-12-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

Went to Hong Kong with my family and relatives during the December holidays. It was winter season and for the first few days, we had to wear 4 layers of clothings! It was something different for all of us and speaking of which, I'm missing the cold weather now. Singapore is insanely hot... We shopped and ate like there's no tomorrow and this time, I got myself some really nice stuffs. OH I REALLY LOVE MY MOM'S APARTMENT THERE. Timid Jolene and I shared a hotel room but we were so scared, we slept together on a single bed throughout the entire stay. Can't wait for more family trips!

Twelve

2010-12-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

On our special day, we had lunch at Ajisen Ramen before doing grocery shopping at the supermarket. Dinner was prepared by Koe, he's a really good cook! Had chicken chop and I'm craving for it now~ It was a simple yet wonderful day spent :)

Rocky road

2010-12-12T22:57:00.005+08:00

The past few days were like a roller coaster, up and down. It was also the times when I get just a bit too emotional. I miss my family very much and I realize no one can replace them in my life. They are my pillars of strengths, they keep me going on. The HK trip in 4 days time is exactly what I need now. I can't wait to spend quality time with my family, to eat and eat and eat, to shop till I drop. Hopefully everything will be back to norm when I get back. I want to have a memorable christmas, I want to end 2010 well. I really do

All I want for Christmas

2010-12-05T12:31:00.003+08:00

Exams are over and holidays are here! Really love those days when I can wake up late and nua all day without feeling guilty! Can't wait for justin's exam to be over so we can spend some quality time together before I fly on the 16th. Praying hard that I can find many nice clothes there to get my wardrobe ready for 2011, hate wearing the same clothes over and over again. Life's been good and It just struck me that I haven't been really active on Twitter, blog etc. Is it good or bad...mmm. And this whole chunk is all messed up, just some of my random thoughts. Exams were good too, hopefully I can get my desired grades!

Second Chance

2010-11-24T10:42:00.002+08:00

He knows, He listens, He forgives, He loves.
He knows what's best for me, the perfect plan. I choose to trust.
Greater things are coming.

For now, I thank Him for the overflowing blessings in my life.
BUT I believe there's more.

F o r e v e r

2010-11-12T10:38:00.000+08:00

Sakae sushi with dearest valyong yesterday, her very belated birthday treat! Had a great time with her even though we spent a lot of $$ hahaha.

I spent $500 in 11 days. Now, can someone tell me where did my $$ went?!

Never say never

2010-11-08T08:13:00.001+08:00

It's never easy, it will never be. Just when everything's falling in place and looking good, something bad happens...again. And there you are, back in reality. Your imaginations run wild. You think the worst of everything. You feel miserable, you can't do anything. All you want is that someone, all you need is that special someone, to be there through every ups and downs.

I believe we can do it together. Do you?

No matter what, I won't give up

2010-11-06T07:44:00.002+08:00

They are the reason why.

Apple of our eyes

2010-11-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

A gift from God, a blessing to everyone. He brings joy and brightens up our day, without even having to try.

Thank You, for placing him in our lives.

Beautifully imperfect

2010-10-22T10:59:00.001+08:00

It's your little imperfections that make you perfect, to me.

A new journey

2010-10-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

Val had a new haircut and I think it looks nice! Have been really busy with school, never-ending assignments. On a happier note, my birthday is next sat! Hohoho I'm kinda excited. Will be spending my day in church then dinner with family + Justin :)

God's good,everything happens for a reason!

P/S: Just read shannen's post on her trip to NYC and I'm green with envy! Shall discuss with mommy to go there next year, since I'm turning 18 and I want it to be special hehe. *crosses fingers*

Happiness

2010-10-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

Having you by my side and being happy all the time, is my definition of it.

The start of something great

2010-10-12T15:25:00.002+08:00

I'm back home after a long day in school. Waking up at 6am for 6 times a week is really a torture. School is getting better, got to know some really nice people! God is good:) Shall start studying real soon, tooooooodles.

Btw, I was browsing thru justin's phone yesterday and came across his conversation with Kelvin. Guess what I saw? His secret plan for my birthday HAHAHA

Change

2010-10-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Spent Sunday morning with my family, mom and dad came back this weekend. But the sad thing is, mom went back to HK on Sunday and will only be back on my birthday....missing her already! Then, met up with Justin for some double fillet fish meal at MAC before heading back to mine, caught a HK movie. Simple yet enjoyable :)

After school on Monday, accompanied Justin to collect his pay at town. Had a very delicious dinner at Ion's Shu Teppan. Justin, chef-of-the-day enjoyed the cooking part the most hahaha. Walked past the epi centre, wanting to give the iPad a try but ended up playing "hockey" hehehe. Tried hot milk tea with pearls for the first time, nice! Another awesome day with celly boy :)

Till the end of time

2010-10-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

Currently reading thru my MPO notes but nothing is getting in.... So I shall continue tomorrow when I'm in the bus to school.

Met up with dearest valyong after sooo long. We had dinner at ssc's astons before walking to northpoint to get our bbt. Love spending time with her! :) Oh and I didn't go to school today because I overslept. Niiiice, it's only the 4th day of school zzz

Simple pleasures

2010-10-06T07:52:00.000+08:00

Am in the bus to school now and I'm early. School's alright despite the countless assignments on hand and having to wake up at 6 every morning. Can't wait for afternoon classes next year! On another hand, i really want this 15months to pass by real quick with me finishing it off with good grades. BUT, I'm still believing in Him that greater things have yet to come!

Tuesday with Justin was good, as usual. Always enjoyed myself with him because of the non-stop laughters and nonsense. Bought him dinner at HK cafe, his reward for getting a GPA of 3.889 for his sem 1. Proud of this fishy boy!
FYI, he's really into fishes now and I think I'm gonna lose my #1 in his heart soon ha-ha.

Life's good, thank You :)

For the first time

2010-10-05T12:19:00.001+08:00

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

It's never too late

2010-10-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

Met up with valy and shingrong for early dinner and koi. It has pretty much been a must for the 3 of us to meet up once every week, great way of catching up actually! Went to remove my gel nails aftermath and it caused be to be late for CG! Great message - Being a good finisher. Had a great time with cg even though the guys were talking about guys' stuff the entire time which caused me and daph to be so bored! YAWNZ gonna turn in soon.....waiting for Koe to be done!

Forgive and forget

2010-09-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

First day at SIM was alright I guess, met some nice people there and 90% of them are foreigners! Got to meet Koe after ages! Had yummy claypot noodles at redhill before heading over to town for Legend of the Fist and justin's shoe-hunting. The movie was very good btw, with all the action and killing. My legs were close to the point of breaking after walking to and fro orchard and somerset before Justin settled for a hot pair of onitsuka tiger. Anyway, had a great dinner at Aoba Hokkaido Ramen, love trying new stuff! As always, it was a wonderfuuul day spent with Justin :)

Dear God, I believe

Movie Night

2010-09-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today's CG was a little different as we had movie night! Caught 'Expendables' and it was booooooring. Well, only the guys enjoyed it. Van and Shar prepared some yummy food and I couldn't stop eating. Anyway, Justin helped me to bandage my knees as they kept bleeding. Hehehe made me feel like a princess! Great friday night :)

P/S: V, cheer up! You've got me. Hope you won't hide anything from me, love you bbf!

Back to the old times

2010-09-22T01:01:00.004+08:00

Finally had a mini primary sch gathering at yishun's thai zichar, dinner was great! Decided to celebrate lantern festival so we bought some candles, zippo, lanterns and off we went to some park near val's. It seemed like we were back to the old days, forming words with candles before we got bored and burned everything. Some suggested playing 'ali-bomb' and right after the game started, i fell down flat onto the ground, hitting my jaw. OUCH. I'm feeling better now though. Great day spent despite the fall :)

Devil

2010-09-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

Finally met up with Justin after 182782472482 years! (actually it's only 3 days) Caught Devil, had dinner then starbucks' white chocolate mocha as dessert. Simple yet awesome day with love!

Weekends in another land

2010-09-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

Spent my weekends in Malaysia this week as my aunt was having housewarming party and she was getting baptised! Love my aunt's place; so cooling and peaceful! The party was somewhat like a family gathering and it was awesome, with the delicious food and company. Feeling a little guilty now because the last time I went back to Malaysia was like, 6 months ago? Must really go back frequently and maybe, bring Justin along heehee.

I really thank God for my lil baby Zachary, bringing joy to the entire family. He's a really adorable monster! Anyway, I can't for mom to be back on Wed!

Up, up in the sky

2010-09-17T01:06:00.003+08:00

Spent my last day in Singapore (I'm going Malaysia tmr btw) with dearest Val and Shing Rong. Took Singapore Flyer for the first time and if not for the $10 student price, I wouldn't have agreed to take it! I thought I would be bored to tears up there.....but it turned out alright actually! Headed over to meet some of the CG people at yewtee and also, my favourite boy! Anyway, I'm still very amazed by the fact that Justin can just force himself to vomit without having to do anything, like sticking his finger down his throat, etc. Great day spent with loved ones:)

Nine and counting

2010-09-14T18:03:00.004+08:00

Prawning was good and I would definitely go there again! Justin bought that pretty necklace for me btw! Pretty isn't it? OH & HAPPY NINTH hehehe

Dear You, I may not be perfect, always getting on your nerves and making you angry. But I'm really trying, trying to change for the better. I treasure us and I do want to make this forever, to go far. Please don't ever give up, xoxo

In the middle of the night

2010-09-12T11:31:00.000+08:00

My dearest J woke me up at 4am, while I'm in my dreamland because he wanted to hear my voice hehehe. N he sent a couple of texts which I keep re-reading! He's just so cute hoho. Can't wait to see him on Monday!!!

Sidetrack a lil, Shannen's gg New York in a few weeks!!!! I've always wanted to go there even tho many said that it's v dangerous, etc. & Shannen will be back in SG for good next year! 3 years.... Time really flies & a lot of things have changed.

I will go NYC one day. I will go NYC one day. I will go NYC one day.

You're the light

2010-09-12T00:38:00.005+08:00

Another usual saturday. Went for service and had dinner at Best, the pirated ban mian is quite nice actually. The guys wanted to go to a fish shop in lakeside so we headed over there together! Sharmaine and I were bored to tears.......don't get why they can see the fishes for such a long time. Jerome claimed that there's KOI at clementi and when we got there, NO KOI. Ended up having Mr. Prata for supper, thank you Ming for the treat! (if I knew earlier, I would have ate more hehehehe) Awesome fellowship with CG after so long!

P/S: Daddy got the Hello Kitty earpiece for me from HK, cute much!!

Whatever it takes

2010-09-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

I stayed up till 5am to say goodbye to Justin, who is away in Malaysia till tmr night. AND HE DOES NOT HAVE AUTO-ROAMING, meaning I can't contact him at all!!! Luckily it's only for 2 days. Anyway, spent Hari Raya with Val and Shing Rong, but he left after dinner. The two of us then headed to Northpoint to walk around and had chewy junior. The cream puffs are really heaven-on-earth. Without realising it, we walked around Yishun for 2 hours before heading home. Another simple yet enjoyable day ♥♥

I am, I must, I can

2010-09-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

Woke up at an unearthly hour as my pup seemed to have choked on something. Thank God, she was alright after vomiting. Having had only 5 hours of sleep, it was a miracle I wasn't feeling tired at all. Headed out to meet Val in the late afternoon to go church to study, tried KFC egg tarts for the first time and it was MAD awesome. WYZ District Zone meeting in the evening was great!!

A big thank you to my dearest Koe who sent me home despite having to cab home afterwards. He's going Malaysia in a few hours and I'm gonna stay awake till he goes off. (freedom, here i come! jkjk)

OF COURSE I'M GNA MISS HIM!! Though it's only about 2 days......heh heh

To my special someone

2010-09-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

A walk around the city

2010-09-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

Went to a number of places today with Val, she loves walking! City Square Mall > Raffles City > Merlion > Singapore Flyer > Bishan > Home

That pretty much sums up my Wednesday night, simple yet awesome. I love to just talk n talk with dearest Val hehe

Mini celebration

2010-09-07T23:13:00.001+08:00

Met up with Justin after his FOM paper for a mini celebration and to reward him for his hard work. Dinner at Chong Pang was awesome but I think I ate too much.... Haiiii I really wanna eat without having to worry about gaining weight please, pretty please? :(

On a lighter note, can someone tell me why I keep getting random insect/bites?! It's getting very annoying because they are so itchy and they leave scars!!! Like my legs aren't ugly enough.......argh

We can do it

2010-09-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

As I'm typing this, tired justin is soundly asleep. Got to wake him up soon to continue the initial study plan. Though I really can't bear to do it...... :/

Skyped my parents and sister last night and I realized I miss them a lot! Anyway, my dearest Val is having her N levels this week! I'm sure she's gonna do so well & get 10 points and below. Always believing in her :)

Let's gather together

2010-09-05T00:26:00.002+08:00

A usual Saturday. Dim Sum at Peach Garden with my family and relatives before heading to church. The train service was so troublesome! Service was awesome; Would you rather be a lost sheep or a master's dog?

Had dinner over at mine and Justin came over! Mom's farewell dinner and we ate so so so much, AGAIN. I realized that I tend to eat a lot with Justin, which is a bad thing. Another great day spent with my loved ones:)

Oh... Mom's going HK for 6 months tmr. I think I'm gonna miss her so much.:( Guess it's time for me to be independent!

My favourite boy

2010-09-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

Stay home Friday. Am still a little traumatized over what happened yesterday so I decided to stay at home. Watched shows for the entire day before Justin came over. Studied FOM with him and he managed to memorize 2 chapters. Just love spending time with him! HEEHEE. Hopefully koe can come tomorrow, it's my mother's farewell dinner. I'M SO GONNA MISS HER ;'(

We are the champions

2010-09-03T13:16:00.003+08:00

Had laksa combo for dinner at Holland Village before going over to amk for KOI. THE PERSON GAVE ME HONEY MILK TEA WITHOUT PEARLS!!!!!! Anyway, went over to lower seletar reservoir park to lepak then home sweet home. It was one of the worst nights ever and I'm so glad it's over. I'm safe and sound now, not forgetting having learnt my lesson. Thank You for Your protection.

Nom nom nom

2010-09-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

Went over to Wisma to repair my laptop with Justin before going around town in search for his laptop bag. Broke fast at 6pm and had fried beehoon at FEP. Then we headed to ION for bbtea, fried chicken and mochi. Spent around $18 on food in total and I think we will go bankrupt soon.......

It's obvious the both of us love food, good food. BUT i can't afford to do so, life's unfair :(

We talk, laugh, gossip

2010-08-31T22:09:00.005+08:00

Met up with Valyong, Shar and Vanessa at woodlands library. Original plan was to study but failed bacause we ended up chatting! At least Valyong managed to study 1 chapter of SS. Went over to Sunplaza's MOS Burger for dinner and more catching up. Love chatting and laughing with these girls HOHOHO

B.B.F. for life

2010-08-29T23:23:00.001+08:00

Accompanied Val Yong to study at Woodlands library at 10 in the morning. Headed over to have ban mian at BEST coffeeshop for lunch. I still can't believe it's gonna be the last time i eat it. Well, until the uncle comes back from holiday that is. Cgm at Joel's was great; an undivided & pure heart. Dinner at 2nd Best before going over to Redhill for some quality time spent with Justin.

P/S: Justin got me that Iphone cover, very pretty isn't it?

On the way home

2010-08-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

So I'm on my way home now and it got me thinking.... My family members have been commenting that I don't spend my $$$ wisely and I spend way too much. Seriously, do I? Just curious.

I mean, every girl wants to have a wardrobe FULL of pretty clothes, bags, accessories and shoes right? Better still, a walk-in wardrobe like the one in SATC. Retail therapy works ALL THE TIME, yes?

I told Justin about it and he agreed, saying he needs to find a high-paying job in the future so as to satisfy my shopping needs. Well, Im sure most girls spend almost 1/2 of their allowance on clothes right? But maybe I should really stop spending so much lest I scare Justin off HAA

I need to get my laptop fixed!!!

Home Sweet Home

2010-08-27T14:28:00.001+08:00

Alooooha! I'm back from hk and I got to see Justin when I reached home ytd!! Really happy to be able to see him after like 9 days!!!? Feeling really lazy now and hence, I will post up the pictures SOON.

Moreover, my laptop is down for no reason....got to bring it down to Wisma for repair soon. I miss valyong btw! Can't wait to see her and the cg tmr:) And I made my nails which are a tad too girly. Oh wellllllll.

Oh, forgot to mention that my sister went back to SG on her own because she had school. & SHE HAD FREE UPGRADE TO BUSINESS CLASS ARGH!!!!!!

Day 1

2010-08-18T17:16:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging at the 'Work & Play' portal in the hotel now. Just got back not long ago from the first round of shopping. Those random shopping centres sell really cheap stuffs!! Less than $10 for a pair of denims and less than $25 for heels/wedges!!! But, I'm gonna control and only buy those I really like. If not, someone's gonna nag at me again. :>

See you in 10!

2010-08-17T17:53:00.001+08:00

I'm boarding the plane real real soon now!! Justin came to send me off with some yummy polar goodies:) Love him to bits!!! Take good care of yourself alright. Study hard and have a haircut soon! Can't wait to see you on the 26th. MUAMUA:)

Absence

2010-08-17T14:09:00.001+08:00

I'm leaving in less than five hours time, having mixed feelings. But well, hope I'm just thinking too much. Girls really have the tendency to think alot and going all emotional about what we think. Is it the same for guys? Don't they feel insecure at times?

Shall seriously stop thinking so much and leave it to God. He knows the best plans for me and I trust in Him. So, I will just let loose and shop till I drop!! Really need some retail therapy, haven't being going shopping for quite some time.

Come to think of it, this is the third overseas trip this year!!? Justin and I really have a lot of challenges hahaha. Moreover, this trip is the longest; 10 days. GONNA HAVE A GREAT TIME & NOT WORRY ABT ANYTHING. (hopefully)

Oh I'm v happy because Justin is coming over to the airport to send me off!! Being able to see him before I leave is just awesome:)

To love is to sacrifice

2010-08-17T00:36:00.004+08:00

We will never ever have the best of both worlds, that's what I truly believe. In everything, there will surely be disadvantages and advantages. And to love, is to sacrifice; like a commitment.

Truth hurts. But would you choose to know the truth or to live in a facade? Always having to reassure yourself with lies, not being able to have GENUINE happiness. I would rather be unhappy than to live in made-up happiness. Because one day, you still got to wake up, wake up from that little 'happy' dream. Wouldn't it be better to wake up sooner?

I'm afraid.
But whatever it is, lets be truthful.

T R U S T

2010-08-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today's my last day in SG, flying to HK in about 18 hours time. So, Justin and I spent my last day together and it was awesome! We really love acting and torturing each other hahaha. A day out with my specs was so weird. Had steamboat and we ate for like 3 hours?! I ate 10+ scallops, DELICIOUS. Chewy Junior's Almond cream puff for dessert and it was very nice too. Basically, it was a sinful day. Think the amount of food I had today, can actually last me a few days normally? Good gracious, shall weigh tmr. (NO INCREASE PLZ) Well, I had lots of fun and that's the most important thing right? OH AND WE'RE A BEJEWELED COUPLE NOW. :>

Trip to Hong Kong

2010-08-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

I will be going Hong Kong on the 17th to 26th Aug instead of 1st Sept. It's a good thing actually, because I get to do some shopping!!! I heard that HK's having summer sale now hehehe. SO EXCITED! But......i'm gonna miss justin, valy and cg :( Will bring back some nice goodies!!

AND I'M GONNA HAVE STEAMBOAT TMR WITH MY IRRITATING BOYZZZZZZZ. CANNOT WAIT :)

I love you so

2010-08-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Currently at Civic's Mac with Justin! I'm updating this space while he studies hehe. Anyway, things are good now and I really got to stop making him angry!!! Before he.......

" I still love my gf even tho she always gets on my nerves" - Justin Koe Wei Jie

He wants to play iPhone games now so, adios!!

My dearest bbf, VAL.Y

2010-08-15T22:12:00.001+08:00

Supposed to meet this pretty girl here in the morning to go town for YOG bball match but I told her the night before that I don't have the mood to. Sorry :(

And, she came over to my place in the afternoon and surprised me with honey milk tea bbt, poiful sweet and polar's strawberry roll!!! *Awww

Thank you dearest bbf, for coming over. Thank you also, for always being there for me and using many ways to cheer me up. It made my day and I felt so much better too.:) I really appreciate the sacrifice you have made. Let's stay bestfriends for life!! Love you xoxo

Reassurance

2010-08-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

Eight months have passed, we've been thru good and bad. And I really hope we can celebrate the next 8 months together too.

I need to be reassured, I need to be constantly reminded of your love and concern for me. I just want to be your one and only. And, this love that we've built up together, will be able to go thru the different trials and difficulties and come off even stronger than before.

I love you very much, Justin Koe.

Friday, the 13th

2010-08-13T23:39:00.006+08:00

BAD

DAY

Little adorable monster

2010-08-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

Hohoho my baby brother is back!! He's really cute but really naughty as well! LOVE & HATE. Spent the day babysitting him and it wasn't good. How can I cope in the future when I have babies?!!?!?! Having second thoughts....

Oh, I had pizzahut for dinner. 3 and a half slices of pizza and 7 drumlets. My oh my. Anyway, my SIM package arrived and sch starts on 4th oct!

My favourite aunt's special day

2010-08-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

So, Justin came over to my place for dinner as it's my aunt's birthday! Just a normal meal but I'm glad Justin loves the food hehe. Though it was just a dinner at home and watching tv, I had a great time too. Well, it's the company that matters! Shall ask Justin to come over for dinner more often hohoho.

My tuesdays nights are for them

2010-08-10T23:32:00.006+08:00

Had Stingray + Sotong rice for dinner at Clarke Quay with Val n Shing Rong. DELICIOUS. Then we went to take a look at the Extreme Swing and decided to give it a try after Val's Nlevels, 11 October! Sat at the platform along the river for some catching up, pictures and just enjoying the 'breezy' night. Yet another awesome Tuesday with them. :)

Insomnia

2010-08-10T17:01:00.001+08:00

Last night was hell, literally. I tossed and turned from 2am to 3.30am before falling asleep and woke up again at 5.30am!!!! Couldn't sleep till about 8am.

I counted sheeps and did whatever I could to make myself feel sleepy but to no avail. My eyes refused to close and kept opening after every few mins. I think it's because of the hungry ghost festival? Hahaha I'm timidgirl_2010

Anyway, I BELIEVE I'm gonna have a good sleep tonight!! In the train to bishan to meet Val and Shing Rong for stingray dinner at Clarke Quay now! Update later with pictures. Ciao~

I love Justin hohoho

Happy Birthday Singapore

2010-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Headed over to Khatib in the late afternoon for dinner and also, to teach Val mathematics. We were discussing where to go afterwards and I remembered my aunt has a hotel room at the MBS hotel! WHICH MEANS WE CAN GO OVER AND WATCH FIREWORKS!!! But Val forgot to bring her ezlink and I forgot to bring my camera out. So we had to go back and take, which resulted in us missing the fireworks!!

Since we were already at MBS, we decided to give the Skypark a visit. The view was simply breathtaking! The pool was gorgeous too!! I would really love to go there to stay for a night. Took lots of pictures and headed home soon after. It was a wonderful day spent with dearest Val! ♥♥♥

The greatest of these is LOVE

2010-08-09T02:05:00.003+08:00

CGM was great despite the fact that I was the only girl. I believe it's the start of something new and everyone of us will get involved! AND I DIDNT GET TO EAT BAN MIAN!!! It was open in the afternoon but not at night. >:( Had a h2h talk with Justin after parting ways with the guys. I love how we can go on and on about anything and everything. HEHEHE LUV U.

Stay home Friday

2010-08-06T23:17:00.001+08:00

Aloha! Justin's lessons for the day were cancelled and thus, he headed over to my place after his gym. Slacked around, took a nap till 8plus and had dinner! I was the cook hohoho. Cooked Maggi & Pizza!! Yumz.

Hong Kong Trip

2010-08-05T11:52:00.001+08:00

My mom just told me that she had booked my tickets to HK. It will be from the 1st - 16th Sept. Seriously, what can I do there for 16 days!!!? Oh well, there's nothing I can do about it since I can't do any changes.

Then, it got me thinking. Would what happened, happen to me too? I certainly hope it wouldn't. Absence makes the heart fonder?

I still do, always

2010-08-05T03:01:00.001+08:00

It's 3am now and I had just finished watching Sex & The City 2. Very nice movie indeed, love their fashion! How i wish I can have a walk-in wardrobe with lots of beautiful clothes and shoes! Would love to give NYC a visit when I'm older.

Anyway, Justin told me not to worry about what happened ytd (since it's past midnight) and he still loves me!! Hope he don't love me lesser tho hehehe. I'm so glad things are over now and I believe that when I wake up later, everything will be alright!!! ;)

I really got to get some sleep now. Will be going ikea and then causeway point for some shopping with my family! Bringing Z too, gonna be so much fun!

Ciao!! I love you koe:>

Like a roller coaster

2010-08-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

Got Justin a new wallet from Topman as the one I got him last Christmas was torn and looked so old! Today was one of the worse days tgt, we had so many disagreements and in short, it sucked. Well, I guess this is something normal between couples. Both of us have got different mindsets and ways of doing things, we just got to learn to be more understanding. Anyway, I hope things will be back to norm soon and Friday will be better.

Btw, justin's beside me now, typing away on his laptop. Toodles

Picture perfect memories

2010-08-04T00:57:00.002+08:00

Mum's on leave now up till the 15th of august before she heads to hongkong for 6 months. I guess HK's gonna be my second home now? Would be celebrating Christmas there too, from what I heard.

Today's Tuesday and Tuesdays are for val & shingrong (mini pri sch meetup). Went to chongpang for dinner, cheap and delicious food yumz. Had a h2h talk with Val and that pretty much sums up my Tuesday night.

Would be heading to cityhall with Justin tmr, it felt like I haven't seen him in years! Anyhow, I'm sure tmr is gonna be great. Love spending time with him, it's amazing how he can light up my day just so easily. Gonna hit the sheets now, goodnight love

Beautiful

2010-07-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

Today's not like any other saturdays. It's the only saturday in the year that I do not have to head to JW. Feels weird tho. Met up with Justin and headed to Queensway Shopping Centre. He had his pants altered and we had laksa + otah for dinner. DELICIOUS & CHEAP!!!! Then he came to my house to spend some time tgt and took a nap. :)

I love spending time with Justin hehe

the girls

2010-07-30T10:46:00.002+08:00

Went out with the girls yesterday and it was great catching up with them. It has been so loooong since I last saw Vanessa. Anyway, it's raining heavily outside now and I wanna sleep more!! Love the rain. OH YA, Justin just made my day! He connected his laptop to the projector in his class and advertised my blogshop for me. Look how sweet he is! AWWW HOW TO NOT LOVE HIM MORE!!! :*

Happy Birthday World's Best Momma

2010-07-28T23:50:00.005+08:00

Had steamboat for dinner to celebrate mom's birthday. It was great quality time spent and I ate so much, I think i put on weight! Anyhow, mom got 99 roses from her colleagues and it weighed a ton, literally. They were so pretty! (I know roses are impractical but which girl can resist them?) The ice cream cake from Swensen's was great btw.

Created a tumblr account (poppywinkle.tumblr.com) & I love that space! Looking at those gorgeous pictures and reblogging them every now and then. :>

You're the best

2010-07-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Dearest Mom

Thanks for your unconditional love & sacrifice.

Thanks for working so hard, making sure we are never in lack.

Thanks for all the overseas trips that we get to go every single year, without fail.

Even tho we always make you angry/upset, you would still forgive us in the end.

Whenever I need someone, you will always be there;

Wiping my tears away, encouraging me.

I really appreciate all that you have done in my life.

I would not be who I am now without you.

I will always remember what you said,

"No matter what happens, your family will always be there for you."

& Last but not least, thank you for this home.

A place filled with warmth, love and joy, a place I love going back to after a long day out.

I love you very much.

Nothing can express my gratitude towards you.

The sweetest thing

2010-07-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

I just remembered something & I was literally scolding myself (in my heart) for forgetting it.

Last Monday, when Justin was walking me home and holding my hand, he said: "I really hope that 5 years later, I would still be the one sending you home."

I couldn't get it at the start and starting saying some rubbish, which totally ruined the mood. But after I got it, it really touched my heart. What he meant was, he wanted us to still be together even after 5 years and he would still be sending me home like that night.

It was really sweet coming from him. & Justin, I also hope that after 5 years, you would still be the one sending me home, holding my hand, like that day. I love you very much. Thanks for being part of my life. ♥♥♥

I thank God for you

2010-07-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

I was all ready to leave house early this morning to meet Justin and the worse thing that could happen, happened. I COULDNT FIND MY KEYS. So, i had to change back to my pjs and head back to dreamland. What a morning, bad start. Met Val in the late afternoon and tutored her some mathematics before heading to Marina Bay Sands Hotel.

It was really pretty and I couldn't believe I was in Singapore!! Caught a glance of the inside of the casino and it was packed. Would really love to give it a visit when I turned 21 but erm the 100 bucks...... Went Astons for dinner with Val & Shing Rong and headed home after Each A Cup and some walking around~

P.S. Justin just told me something really really dramatic and shocking. O.M.G?!

LAZY MONDAY

2010-07-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

After Justin's lesson at 5.15pm, he called me.
J: You got anything on at night? I go find you.
C: Don't have! You faster come!!

I spent my Monday night with my favourite boy! Hehehe. Just slacking around my neighbourhood. Though it was nothing special, it was the company that matters the most:)

P.S. Promises are hard to keep, when things get tough. KEEP ON KEEPING ON!

2010-07-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Baby Z

My lovely brother turns 1 year old today! It's such a blessing to have him around & I really thank God for him! Anyway, Justin came over to my place for Z's bday celebration; just a feast and hanging out with the kids. We had so much fun! Eating non-stop and playing around with all my cousins. OH and before that, he was complaining that he was the door-opener, greeter, dishwasher and sushi cutter. In short, my slave. HAHAHAHAHA i love you la :)

2010-07-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

What a joy

Went out with a camera today BUT the battery was flat. How nice. That explains why there are no pictures. Spent the entire day at cityhall. Caught Despicable Me and dined at Astons for dinner. Affordable and worth it, YUM. Anyway, after 17 years, I just realised that there is actually a shopping centre (Millenia Walk) located beside Marina Square.............

P.S. Justin is back to dota AGAIN

P.P.S. I'm so proud of dearest Val for moving on.

P.P.P.S. JO, you got to stop hurting yourself and MOVE ON

P.P.P.P.S. My rashes are taking waaaaay waaaay too long to heal!! SPEED UP DUDE

2010-07-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

Seventh heaven

It's amazing how time flies. Thank you Justin, for this wonderful seven months. Still counting!! Hehehe. Anyway, I should really start appreciating the people around me and the things I have, instead of always asking for more. Or I will never be happy.. I think I'm very fortunate

2010-07-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

TIME

I need a job.
A slack & highly paid job, yes?

2010-07-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

R.A.S.H.E.S

are so itchy.

2010-07-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

True blood

Started watching True Blood and it is gooood. Okay, minus those unnecessary disgusting parts. But the whole show is kinda old and its like....so weird? Oh well. Anyway, Germany lost to Spain ytd, 0-1! Argh I hope Netherlands will win Spain this sunday. I DONT LIKE SPAIN BECAUSE THEY WON IN THE MATCH YTD.

I'm all snuggled up in my blanket on my bed, with the air-con on, ready to watch True Blood. ADIOS peeps!!

2010-07-08T03:38:00.000+08:00

World Cup Fever

It's 3.38am now and i'm watching Spain vs Germany match. Of course Germany will win!! But up till now, it's still 0-0. COME ON!! I'm falling asleep. Anyway, today was a great day. Met up with Justin and spent some great quality time together. Oh and before he slept, i called him and his voice was niiiiice! Hehehehohoho. :) Alright, let's hope there will be a goal soon, or else, i'm gonna head to dreamland in no time! Buhbye!

And my mum just woke up........for world cup?!?!?!!

2010-07-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

With you, always

Service as usual. Fellowshipped at Best & Jurong Point. Headed home after that for World Cup. Feeling very very happy because Germany won 4-0 to Argentina! I'm believing 2010's World Cup Champion will be Germany!!